A Confession To My Partner
Removing old wax from my surfboard Written On May 3rd, 2023 I am not perfect. I cannot be my best-self every day and every minute. I was so exhausted this morning. I will-powered my way through my yoga practice under the blazing sun. I told myself "this would be my only physical exercise today because there would not be enough time for me to surf." I completed my yoga practice, came back to the car to take my ten-minute Shavasana rest. You returned from surfing, looked very happy and asked me if I would like to go surfing. You even told me that you came back just to tell me that I can surf if I want to. A lot went into my mind to answer that question. My immediate answer came from body: "no, I shouldn’t go." I already pushed through yoga and packed myself on the back for that. I had no doubt that I was actually tired. On the other hand, I wanted to live up to you. I slept for nine hours last night, so it seemed like there is no reason for me to be tired still. It